it might just all be a facade

Thursday, November 29, 2007;

♥ 11/29/2007 05:10:00 PM

Have you ever talk to God above
Tell him that you need a friend to love
Praying in Jesus's name, believe in
And He'll answer prayers>>

Nice song! ;D
Nopes, im not a christian. But after studying in a christian environment for a decade of my life so far (pri and sec education), having to sit thru devotions every mornings, a chapel once every week, and a thanksgiving service to wrap up the whole school yr. This exposed me to many different hillsongs!
Haha! Im not 'religion-nist' (if there ever happen to be such a word), as in i dont exactly mind my friends being in the different religion as me, nor do i mind their respective religion habits.
Yups. I have seriously no idea why i blogged the above paragraph. But my point is, although im not a christian, i kind of love hillsongs! ;D Like yeah. (:

Watched 'Enchanted' with yingqi, jingni, jianfu sir, and qijun sir. Yes yes, (like what yq said) what a weird combination! =X haha!
Mm, for those who know me rather well. Unless i know the seniors really close or personally, i wont exactly feel easy talkin to them. Haha, i dunno. Just weird for me. I dont even dare to open up to my group mentors in ulp and vip can! So far, the only mentor i rmbr, i opening up to was yuhui maam! :D My sdc mentor. <3
But okay! I'll try to overcome this really abnormal and strange habit of mine. If not, the bravo mentors will start calling my 'anti-social' again! But I M NOT OKAY! :D And after i got overcome that, maybe working tgt with seniors wont be so awkward and weird alr! (:
Oh yeah! Let me share how sweet yuhui maam is! (: She is really sweet, esp during vip camp. She bought for her sdc group a bottle of coke, and a bar of i-forgot-what-energy-bar. Awh, like so sweet right! :D
Yups! Okay, back to ytd. Mm, caught the movie and then headed to B&Js for icecream! :D
Jf sir and qj sir left early, so the rest of us started to get crazy in B&Js! Hahaha. We realised we're from vip07/07, and we're from charlie! Oh my, feel the bond! (: Started telling lame jokes, and started saying all the funy things we've encountered so far. Oh yeah! We decorated a serviette too! (: How wonderful.

We left at around 1030pm, when the shop decided to close for the day. ): Oh! When we're leaving the shop, i went to say bye to the cow right outside the shop. The man inside actually thought i was saying bye to me, and said bye back! Haha! It's rather hiliarious, thinking back. (: Walked around vivo, trying to find the correct exit. =X Reached home at 11plus.

Do you ever feel like you classified your friends into 3 differnet groups? Like 'Primary mates', 'Secondary mates', and say, 'JC/Poly friends?
Then, do you ever have the feeling like, when you spend alot of time with this single group, you dont exactly feel like havin the other group's company? Okay, no. This sounds really antisocial. =l What im trying to say is that, um. You'll feel a little unfamiliar with the other group's company, and want back the otherother group's company!
Get what i mean, get what i mean? I hope so. (:
'Cos that's like, how i feel right now. I dunno. Seems weird right. I have never exactly encountered this kind of feeling before y'know.
Oh no! Am i abnormal? )':

But anyways, im going for my class chalet later on. And im feeling kind of 'sian' over it. Mm, and i am wondering when's the next time i'll be seeig my redcross friends and batchmates! Hahaha.
Okay, maybe seeing my classmates later on in the day will make me feel less sian. Hope so! (:
Yingqi! You said you'll drop me a visit at downtown, if im feeling sian right! :D
See. I've such wonderful friends. (:

Okay! Gotta pack my bag and bathe soon!

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.